Thursday, 24 May 2012

What a Philosophy!!! Is it a ??

Life Full of Colours Mind Full of Mixtures Waaaah!!!!! What a Philosophy.. Life is a tragedy Full of Melody!!! No Twist, No Mist...What a Love -What a Life -What a World- What a Girl- What a ????
-----------------------------------------------Anvesh

Saturday, 5 May 2012

Love is Everywhere!! Feel it

All is love!!! Love is all…world greatest thing and least thing!!!
My all crushes stayed like dreams and remained stagnant!! As dreams disappear like my transition stage of love which never started because there is never a chance to show my love, so I’ll be happy to leave this world without any love. At least in my next life, I’ll be having alien girlfriends, I’ll be having star wars instead of family wars, and I’ll be travelling to another universe for holiday instead of casual holiday. I’ll hope so!!! Hehehe Well I’ll say this way love may be rumblings of the hearts, not easy to find it, never happens when needed, it neither has a formula nor a proportion. It’s not just a kiss or a sexual relationship. It is trust in U and Yr beloved. Now Applying Human Factors, a human gets bored of loving too much or being loved….there is a need to control your unstable love, u got to stabilize it….. Try to transform your love, so that trust should be developed between /towards both of u....... Answer to the people who are alone---1st, Feel like u r loving some one, I know u r not but imagine that it is real, and make your brain feel the same that u r in love with some unknown...slowly this kind of feeling helps U in moving forward, which is kind of boost and a self motivation kind of thing which i cant express, but its true it happens, it did happen to me....... Above Picture from Yahoo Flicker:kaitlynwanderon

Friday, 25 March 2011

what is love: I Really Don't know....

what is love: I Really Don't know....: "At first i thought Love is just a  feeling and yes it is...but i'm lacking in one thing..it is all what we feel is not a Permanent one...."

Thursday, 26 August 2010

what is love: What is love

what is love: What is love: "What is this, is it love or affection or long year gap. ‘I sometimes call it as the rumblings of the heart’ It was after 4 years..."

Saturday, 21 August 2010

What is love



What is this, is it love or affection or long year gap.









‘I sometimes call it as the rumblings of the heart’

It was after 4 years, I met her on august 16th 2010, had few talk and then been to a movie, when the movie is running, I never talked to her and after the movie we had a long walk about 5 kilometres.

It was actually late for what that I wanted to say, that is I had loved her.

Going to my hard disk opening drive brain and then Folder ‘Ambrosia’, she is my first girl friend, when I’m at schooling from 7th to 10th standard, I met her in 8th class, became good friends and also with my friends. We had a lot of fun, and she was very caring about me, etched on your mind few funny things, I always liked her so much which my semi liquid state became a hard rock into Love, but what I was thinking at that age was, it’s just attraction and I don’t know what is love and how can I love her, one of my friend doubted that i was loving ambrosia, and told to her and when all these confusions happening around, i thought i may lose her so I went to her and told her im not in love with u, but in my heart I really love her, actually I’m a big coward. So what exactly is love, neither you nor I knew.

In my 11th standard I had few crushes, vXXXXXXa, mXXXXa . We had a good friendship, vXXXXa looks beautiful, we never used to talk or share anything just from distant I liked her and same with my friend mXXXXa a funny good friend. The thing i missed ambrosia was my 11th standard made everything horrible, I knew ambrosia shifted their house and why I didn’t met her after they shifted, I don’t know, later I thought of finding my ambrosia, searched little, then exams, didn’t do well, shifted to vignan college and then very very busy life, learned what all the educational values what all I missed, regained my knowledge I took a long year, Vinay, Vijay, Shasi bhushan, teja, sattish found some good friends. Vinay and Vijay are my old, school friends, the others new. Successfully completed my 12th standard education with 80%, then I started my quest to find her with umesh and other friends, never found her, then I tried contacting many friends.

Spent my two years horribly, depressed no one cared me; it was just me to care about myself. Then my engineering 1st year was completely disgusting and greatest of the horrible, i didn’t find any good loving and caring friend, went on and on, loneliness became my passion, i always used to be alone and used to think deeper and deeper and all the things happening. Only my country was with me all the time, giving me air, water, life, gifted me loneliness and many things. So decided my goals to my country and later learned about humanism.

Finally with help of shiresha and her friend i finally got her on 15th august and we met on 16th august.

One thing what i feel was, as long as i love her, it felt me like i'm loving myself. very good feeling of mine. I miss her a lot....

Guys is this love or what...please comment

thanks for reading

may be continued.....

anvesh kadimi